阿耐的《大江东去》昨天终于在新华书店看到了，饿着肚子一直看到9点。看完真是心潮澎湃啊心潮澎湃。
     可以毫不夸张地说，这是我近十年来看到的当代作者中最好的小说，小说从78年一直写到98年，开阔，扎实，很难想象出自一位女性之手。
    当初刚在网上看到连载，我就第一个想推荐给秋大哥，可惜现在联系不他，否则我一定会给他邮一套过去了。

  

大约是三年前或更早些时间，因为睡眠不太好的缘故，我谨遵我的朋友一只的教诲一本书也不看音乐也不允许听，只许躺着看八点档的电视剧，果然很容易地就把自己弄睡过去。今年国庆的时候我在想，不行还是得认真点读书，不能总是被图书馆罚款哇。现在想来我在20岁之后，相当长的一段时间里误入歧途，那个时候读书最主要的目的就是想让自己变得更有才华。那些在南图旧馆度过的岁月，如今想起来非常惭愧。

今夜听了<阳关><良宵><静夜思><鸥鹭忘机>,尤其是<鸥鹭忘机>自05年便不能静心听,特此纪念下

歌手 Vienna Teng
 
nightfall we're brushing past your town
destination not you my one
the driver doesn't know way down
how deep these bright-eyed feelings run
I've no intention of confessing today
I need to make distance awhile
but miles don't make your image fade
they don't erase this secret smile

everything reminds me
wet gray gold-lit street
shop displays near-lovers meet
I feel the grasp of your hand still
this your face now in the glass
breathing whisper what is this
bent so close we nearly kiss
although we never will

strange that there's no hurtful need
used to be my only sign
on my mind would make me bleed
why is it that I'm feeling fine
why is it this warmth within
no candlelight that causes burn
memories of you begin
well welcome friends
glad you've returned

everything reminds me
music surging bedroom dance
crazy spinning sultry glance
I inhale your presence still
these your arms of daring grace
encircle me what pact is made
desire is your masquerade
want me you never will

you gave me truth I chose illusion
now we are used to this confusion
but I know
yes I know this story has to end
never groped for a connection
never hoped for more affection
for I know
I know I am your friend
only your friend